I posted this to my lasted entry i guess it made a good entry too
.............................................................................I remember walk around that corner and
how i caught her by surprise she was so
beautiful to me how i loved her she was everything to me
the culmination of perfection before my eyes
For so long i dreamed of being with her again
that girl i fell in love with some time ago....
but time passed by as it tends to do and I let her
slip away from like grains of sand falling from my hands
i threw my chance away with her
Oh how i wish i didnt ....
she will never be mine again
never will i kiss her again
hold her again.......
never.....
with these final words
i have accepted finally my fate
and i recognize that she will never be mine cause
i let her slip away from me
her heart will never be mine again
I guess that all is left to do but move on
as best as i can eventhough
I will never forget..........

-----To Viki (a Lost Love)